Hunan officials confession: since the survey has not seen for more than 50 days of sunshine

"Editor's note"

"Since accept survey, I has more than 50 days didn't see Sun, no sucking to fresh air, no see flowers trees and so on, they had cheap, now on I for is luxury of treasures, original I in enjoy it of when, no treasure, now once lost, think they are is priceless......" three Hunan discipline micro-letter public, March 25 published original Shonan College Secretary of the Xiaodi Chu "confession book".

Xiao Chu, 56, of Han nationality, the Chinese Communist Party and University culture, original xiangnan University Party Committee. October 2015, for suspected serious disciplinary violations by the provincial discipline Inspection Commission examination.

　　Unworthy of heaven and Earth

Since the survey, I have not seen the Sun for more than 50 days, not to breathe fresh air, didn't see the flowers and trees, and so on, they have cheap, is a luxury for me now baby, I enjoy it when not cherish, now lost, think they are worth.

I was free to enjoy the gift of heaven and Earth, as a result of lost, break free, and also loses nature's favor to yourself, I feel life in asphyxia, no anger and no energy, should not call doesn't work, this is my unworthy of heaven and Earth, deserved.

　　Unworthy of organization

I am a child of a farmer, to become the main-level cadres, can also make a dent, is concerned with culture and education results. Left organization I am nothing, left the organization also fails. I live up to the Organization to educate, and serious violation of party discipline. Political discipline, discipline, a clean discipline, discipline, discipline. The five disciplines with grave breaches, some of which are beyond the scope of discipline, and in violation of State law. I don't list here, but the facts are all there, the proof, I plead guilty and accept the disciplinary and legal punishment. This is what I deserve.

I hope as long as I still have a little faith organizations, can not be abandoned is the biggest meet of my life. I know all this later, if I would have acted differently!

　　They have failed their parents

I was born in a poor village, grandparents out of Office, gate, bozuo. Parents gave birth to our brother and sister seven days were very tight. Parents of overwork and died early. I get to the Orchestra level, in the small village is unprecedented. Father daughters wish to come true, he should have been smiling for nine days, but today I committed a crime has become "a prisoner", I really don't know how to explain to her father.

Parents and I as the eldest son, not listening to you, not take young siblings, is the son of a lack of filial piety. My sinful, man after a predecessor was reviled by some, I don't know how to get to see you in the future! I hurts, no matter how bout the heart's painful confession.

　　Live up to the teacher

Starting from elementary education, my teachers by the hundreds, they teach me culture, awarding professional, and taught me how to behave right. Teachers never thought, is he such a devotion to train the students step by step to the abyss of crime. I feel ashamed in front of the teacher's training. I did not listen to the teacher, guidance of the teachers did not remember, carrying things the teacher did so many illegal and criminal. Can't see my teacher. From then on, want to hear to hear the teacher's instruction.

I regret I repent, repentance was only started today, I will continue for the rest of the confessions. But every confession would make the pain deepened again, issued a fresh start from the bottom. Peace is a blessing, greed is to blame. I want my daughter and all the younger people always remember Shaw, passed down from generation to generation.

(Editors: Pan Yi burn UN657)
2016-03-25 17:58:06
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湖南一官员忏悔：自接受调查已五十多天没见阳光

　　【编者按】

　　“自从接受调查，我已五十多天没见到阳光，没有吸到新鲜空气，没有看到花草树木等等，它们曾经廉价，现在对我来说是奢侈的宝物，原来我在享用它的时候，没有珍惜，现在一旦失去，觉得它们都是价值连城……”三湘风纪微信公号3月25日刊发原湘南学院党委书记肖地楚“忏悔书”。

　　肖地楚，56岁，汉族，中共党员，大学文化，原湘南学院党委书记。2015年10月，因涉嫌严重违纪被省纪委立案审查。

　　愧对天地

　　自从接受调查，我已五十多天没见到阳光，没有吸到新鲜空气，没有看到花草树木等等，它们曾经廉价，现在对我来说是奢侈的宝物，原来我在享用它的时候，没有珍惜，现在一旦失去，觉得它们都是价值连城。

　　原来我可以自由地享受天地的赐予，由于自己违法乱纪失去了自由，也就失去了大自然对自己的眷顾，我感到自己的生命在窒息，没有了生气也没有了活力，喊天不应叫地不灵，这是我愧对天地，罪有应得。

　　愧对组织

　　我是一个农民的孩子，能够成为正厅级干部，也能够做出一点成绩，是组织关心培养和教育的结果。离开了组织我什么也不是，离开了组织一事也不成。我辜负了组织培养教育，严重的违反了党的纪律。包括政治纪律、组织纪律、廉洁纪律、工作纪律、生活纪律。这五大纪律都有严重违反，有些已超出纪律范围，而违反了国家法律。这里我不一一列举，但都事实俱在，证据确凿，我认罪，并接受纪律和法律的严惩。这是我罪有应得。

　　现在我多么奢望着只要组织对我还有一点点信任，能不被抛弃就是我一生最大满足。我知道，这一切都晚了，早知今日何必当初啊！

　　愧对父母

　　我出生在一个穷山村，祖辈无官，门庭薄祚。父母生下我们兄妹七个，日子过得非常拮据。父母积劳成疾，早早离开了人世。我官至正厅级，在那个小村里可算是前无古人。父亲望子成龙的愿望得以实现，他本应可以含笑九天了，可今天我犯下罪行成了“阶下囚”，我真不知道怎么对父亲交代。

　　父母啊，我作为你们的长子，没有听你们的话，没有带好弟妹，是个不孝之子。我罪孽深重，人前身后遭人唾骂, 我不知道日后怎么去见您们呀！我现在心如刀绞，无论怎么忏悔都难解心中的痛苦。

　　愧对老师

　　从启蒙教育开始，我的老师数以百计，他们教我文化，授我专业，而且教我做人做事的道理。可老师万万没想到，就是他这样一个倾注心血培养的学生一步步走到违法犯罪的深渊。我愧对老师的培养教育。我没有听老师的话，老师的教导没有铭记在心，背着老师干了如此多违法犯罪的事。无颜再见我的老师。从此以后，想听也听不到老师的教诲了。

　　我后悔，我更忏悔，今天的忏悔还仅是开始，在我的余生中还会持续的忏悔下去。但每一次忏悔都会使我的痛苦加深一次，从心底唤发出重新做人的心声。平安是福，贪欲是祸。我希望我的女儿以及肖家的所有晚辈永远铭记在心，一代一代传下去。

(责任编辑：潘奕燃 UN657)
2016-03-25 17:58:06
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